Day 119 begins
Mar. 27th, 2006 12:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
radmoose22 minutes into day 119.
I realized last night that I don't like to go to sleep alone.... physically or mentally.
Right now I don't have anyone to physically be with me, nor do I have someone to look forward to being with me (hence the mentally part.)
I have a wife, but we are parents, friends and room mates.
So instead of going and getting the sleep I need, because I don't like to sleep alone, I stay up all night... and that isn't productive in the least.
I tried to go out last week. 5 out of 5 had reasons on not to make it. Yeah, some of them were reasonable excuses.... but the overall.. it just kinda sucks.
So, I wish I had someone to even fantasize about sleeping with (no, not even sex, just nice warm cuddles and sleep.) But I guess I will go hop in bed with ALG and figure out what I need to do so I can sleep.
There are two who don't see eye to eye. Two who didn't know what they had. Two who won't talk. Two who are oblivious. Two who fight. Two who ignore. Two who are looking the wrong way. Two who are attached to the past. Two who try to fixed the future. Two who don't believe. Two who only see themselves. Two who cannot grasp that there is another like them.
So, in a way... as I sit here by myself, I am not alone.
I realized last night that I don't like to go to sleep alone.... physically or mentally.
Right now I don't have anyone to physically be with me, nor do I have someone to look forward to being with me (hence the mentally part.)
I have a wife, but we are parents, friends and room mates.
So instead of going and getting the sleep I need, because I don't like to sleep alone, I stay up all night... and that isn't productive in the least.
I tried to go out last week. 5 out of 5 had reasons on not to make it. Yeah, some of them were reasonable excuses.... but the overall.. it just kinda sucks.
So, I wish I had someone to even fantasize about sleeping with (no, not even sex, just nice warm cuddles and sleep.) But I guess I will go hop in bed with ALG and figure out what I need to do so I can sleep.
There are two who don't see eye to eye. Two who didn't know what they had. Two who won't talk. Two who are oblivious. Two who fight. Two who ignore. Two who are looking the wrong way. Two who are attached to the past. Two who try to fixed the future. Two who don't believe. Two who only see themselves. Two who cannot grasp that there is another like them.
So, in a way... as I sit here by myself, I am not alone.
