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radmooseI hoof not worked on my LJ screen saver for a few days...dealing with mail server issues (not MALE issues!)
I am bored. Work is busy. But now I have the weekend.. stuck at home tonight (took the squids to CEC earlier)
Was doing ok and then all of a sudden I felt extremely depressed and had 0 self-esteem.. yeah, EMO.
WTF? Where did that come from? And then someone mentioned something that triggered some other thought, that triggered another thought... the domino effect. And bam! I felt even worse. Just something obvious that I have overlooked for months (and no, I am not going to write it here since it is something personal having to do with one of my furiends... stoopid moger!)
So, I hope to find something to do tomorrow night... yeah, I actuall have a night where I get to get out of the house.
I haven't planned anything yet, since every other time for the past couple months that I plan something, it gets cancelled, usually at the last minute. I am batting 1,000 at NOT doing anything. As opposed to someone else who seems to be having a good time despite what they posted in their LJ =)
I am heading to bed. Don't want to... buh.
Oh well, I can see why no one wants to spend time with a moger... too ELMO er EMO.
I am bored. Work is busy. But now I have the weekend.. stuck at home tonight (took the squids to CEC earlier)
Was doing ok and then all of a sudden I felt extremely depressed and had 0 self-esteem.. yeah, EMO.
WTF? Where did that come from? And then someone mentioned something that triggered some other thought, that triggered another thought... the domino effect. And bam! I felt even worse. Just something obvious that I have overlooked for months (and no, I am not going to write it here since it is something personal having to do with one of my furiends... stoopid moger!)
So, I hope to find something to do tomorrow night... yeah, I actuall have a night where I get to get out of the house.
I haven't planned anything yet, since every other time for the past couple months that I plan something, it gets cancelled, usually at the last minute. I am batting 1,000 at NOT doing anything. As opposed to someone else who seems to be having a good time despite what they posted in their LJ =)
I am heading to bed. Don't want to... buh.
Oh well, I can see why no one wants to spend time with a moger... too ELMO er EMO.
