Three Thoughts By A Moger

1. How do you tell someone that you get emotional when you talk with them, that you feel hurt, even though you probably shouldnt, that you think maybe you should not talk to them... but they are your friend... I am so confused.


2. I have like 10,000 things running thru my head.. I want to grab the sharpie that is on the desk and start wrting all over the walls... gee, I sound insane when I put that in writing :P  This is why the place I worked at in Kansas had whiteboard walls.


3. You KNOW you are not all with it when you open up a email  in Russian and try to actually read it...get to the bottom and realize that you don't read Russian.


Bonus Thought: Ever loved someone so much, that you miss them a lot when they are not there anymore, yet know that they are happy where they are? (As in to try to justify to yourself that you should not be sad.)


After thought:  If I see another ad online for Knocked Up, it will be too soon. Go Away. Shoo!


Closing Thought: Moger. Now Available.

Make A List Of Things To Do That Will Make You Happy...

No, this is not the latest meme... don't worry. 

So, I sat down with paper (gasp!) and thought I would do an exercise of making a list of things to do that would make me happy.  Not things that I want to do (like go to WDW, or take someone on a date) or things that others can do for me (like taking me to sushi) but things that I can do.

I sat there for a LONG time just staring at the paper. Nothing was coming to mind that would fit into that category.  Things that I can  do to make me happy.  No, having sex just isn't what is going to make me happy right now.  Staring at the paper, holding back my want to doodle on the paper. A plain white sheet of 88 brightness soft white 20lb paper and a nice pen in my paw.

I was just about to give up when FINALLY one thing came to mind, so I quickly wrote it down....

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